Pride – Part 1

I want to thank Susan Irene Fox for giving me the idea to do a series on pride in hopes that all of us will look deep inside ourselves and make sure that our pride is under control.
In my experience, if your immediate reaction to that statement is that yours is under control, it probably is not. I have been there before, and hope to never again have unrecognized pride in my life. This is a first installment to give you some background.
One of the most fascinating things about pride is that it hides itself from the individual who is afflicted by it. I bet all of us have seen people who are full of pride and wonder why they don’t take care of that attitude. Don’t they know it is unattractive and a big turn-off? Well, no they don’t. In fact, they don’t even see it. Let me take a moment to share my story with you.
I was a worship leader, Sunday school teacher, youth minister and fill-in preacher at my church. I also filled in at other churches occasionally. I was looked upon by those around me as having it all together and one that loved the Lord. And I did love the Lord, and I loved ministry. My wife, on the other hand, saw the pride in my life and kept telling me it was there, but I would not listen. In fact, I kept explaining to her that I was a humble servant of God.
But the real truth lay in the fact that when I was alone, I was living a depraved lifestyle. I will not go into details, but I was not living as a Christian, but as a heathen. The things I was doing were expressly condemned in God’s word, and I knew the Bible. I knew they were wrong. But I thought God would overlook those things. In fact, whenever I had a close call to someone discovering my sinful ways, I always thanked God for “warning” me ahead of time so I could clean things up.
Well, as we all know, what is kept secret will eventually come out, and mine did. And it cost me big time. In my pride, I violated a major policy in my workplace, one that I had written, and I got caught. I was immediately terminated after 20 years of working for the company. My pastor, who had known about my sin from a previous exposure and had worked hard with me to get deliverance before I started up again, told me I was not welcome in his church any longer unless I got help. And I did get help.
I went to Pure Life Ministries in Kentucky for Eight months. Eight months of hard work, bunk beds, dorm style living and intense bible study. Eight months of counseling which showed me the pride that was so rampant in my life. Eight months of squashing it down and bringing humility to the forefront. Heck, I was so prideful, I was even proud of my pride! When I look back on who I was it sickens me.
When I got home, I spent two years doing no ministry at all. Just sat in the pew and took things in. I learned to listen to my wife, who can spot my pride in a heartbeat. She has been a Godsend in keeping me on the right path. I am a much more reserved, quiet person than I was before. And I like that.
In this first installment on pride, I will end with this warning. If you are a Christian, and you are doing something that is blatantly sinful, and thinking God will overlook it, that is pride at its worst. God will not overlook disobedience, which is the core of sin. The problem is that if you are reading this and if you are doing what I suggested, you most likely will say that you are not a prideful person.
You will ignore the warning, because your pride will tell you it does not apply. You’re special to God. You don’t have to be perfect. A little sin will keep you humble. That’s why God allows you to keep it.
My friend, all of that is hogwash! And if you are telling yourself this is not for you, then you need to seriously ask God to search your heart and try you as if you’re life depended on it, because it does. God hates pride! And He will not allow it into heaven so you better get rid of it now.
I will be back with more on pride in the coming days, because without a spirit of humility, a true spirit of reconciliation is impossible. In the next post, we will examine what pride is. I always thought I knew, but found out it takes on forms I was completely unaware of.
I hope you’ll come back.
Pete Gardner

14 thoughts on “Pride – Part 1

  1. Susan Irene Fox

    Reblogged this on Susan Irene Fox and commented:
    Pride directly affects our ability to empathize with others; to be compassionate to those around us; to see with new vision. As Pete says, “One of the most fascinating things about pride is that it hides itself from the individual who is afflicted by it.” I hope you’ll read his words, filled with wisdom gleaned from experience, transformed by Christ.

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  2. Andy Oldham

    Pete, this sounded so familiar I could have sworn you writing about me. I lost big time too. Our pride keeps us from repentance. Instead of sitting out for over two years, like you did. My pride kept me out of church for over 20. Stubbornness is pride at its best. I am thankful God stayed with me and the Holy Spirit continued to prick my heart until I recognized my sinful way and gave it all to him. Thank you for this post!

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  3. Pete Post author

    It is amazing how pride is so subtle. And so prevalent in our society, and in the church. I believe that is why, in 2 Chron 7:14, the very first thing God tells the Israelites they must do is humble themselves. I need to humble myself before an all powerful God.

    I am so glad you found your way back to God, and that this forum has brought us together. May the Lord keep you humble,, and help you keep that pride in check.

    Blessings to you

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  4. Pete Post author

    Amen! Exactly what I have been saying for a long time. That is why we are not seeing revival in my opinion. People are not taking the first step – to humble themselves. Glad you are tackilng this in your own life!


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