1 Timothy 1:1-2
1 Paul, an apostle of Jesus Christ by the commandment of God our Saviour, and Lord Jesus Christ, which is our hope;
2 Unto Timothy, my own son in the faith: Grace, mercy, and peace, from God our Father and Jesus Christ our Lord.
The word Apostle used here is the Greek word apostolos which means a messenger, one sent on a mission or one commissioned by another to represent him. This same word is used of the twelve disciples, or apostles, that followed Jesus around for His three and a half years of earthly ministry. The twelve disciples were chosen by Christ specifically and in person. He asked each one of them to follow Him. They traveled with Him, prayed with Him, ate with Him, slept with Him and watched over Him all that time. There were also times that Jesus sent them off to minister on their own while he was still on this earth. Jesus trusted them with His life and with His message, and they did not fail Him.
Paul puts himself on a level playing field with these twelve disciples when he uses this word to describe himself. How could this be, seeing Paul came on the scene a good 3 years after Christ died? How can Paul say he was an apostles by the commandment of God and Jesus? I bet most of you can answer that question, but I’ll help you out.
Paul was quite a leader, and he was commissioned by the Pharisees to put an end to this so called church that had sprung up after Jesus died and supposedly rose from the dead. Paul’s job was to search out Christ’s followers and bring them to the judgment hall where they would be punished for following this Jesus. The first we see of him is at Stephens stoning, where it says he consented to Stephens death. Paul, whose name was Sauk at the time, even picked up Stephens robe after he died.
Shortly after this, Paul was headed to Damascus to find other followers there and either bring them back to Jerusalem or kill them. While on the road, he was suddenly struck down from his horse and a bright light shone down from above, blinding him. Out of that light spoke a voice that all those who rode with him heard. It said “Saul, Saul, why persecutest thou me?” Paul had no idea what was going on or who was speaking so he yelled back “Who art thou Lord?” And the voice said, “I am Jesus whom thou persecutest: it is hard for thee to kick against the pricks.” Paul was afraid and surprised. His only reaction as to say “Lord, what wilt thou have me to do?” The voice, who Paul now knew was Jesus himself, said “Arise, and go into the city, and it shall be told thee what thou must do.” This is the commission of Paul. Paul was never the same after that day. He went into the city and was met by a man just as God said he would be. That man prayed for his eyes and they opened. Paul was then told he would suffer much for Jesus, and he certainly did see (2 Corinthians 11).
Has Jesus ever confronted you? I don’t mean through the words of the Bible, or through the Holy Spirit, but Jesus Himself come before you and spoken to you, in a dream or in person. I know He has never confronted me, but He has given me a vision of Himself on the cross. I was at Pure Life Ministries in the summer of 2008. This is a place where men go to get their eyes back on Jesus. I had wandered far away, yet was still professing my faith. Pride was eating me up. This place had us doing intense bible study and devotions, as well as in church 9 times a week. One day God confronted me in my Spirit with the question “Do you now how many people were affected by your sin?” As I thought about that, I fell to my knees sobbing. I was restless the rest of that evening and had a hard time sleeping that night. Finally at around 3 in the morning, I headed out into the meadow and down to the life-size cross that sat above the trail. I knelt before it weeping and slowly prayed Psalm 51 over and over again. Very slowly, allowing the words to sink into my soul.
The words of that Psalm penetrated deeper than they ever had. A Pastor of mine had urged me to memorize that [prayer years before, and I was so glad he did. On that morning, after I had finished praying that prayer, I looked up at the cross. That is when I saw Jesus, blood dripping from His brown where the crown of thorns lay. His body was covered with bruises ands scars from the lashes He had received. His hands and feet were nailed to that cross, blood dripping down. I could almost smell the stench of the blood. I looked up and His eyes were on me although He was not alive in this vision. I looked into those eyes, weeping large tears, and asked Him to forgive me. My spirit was suddenly at ease, knowing that from that cross he spoke the words “Father forgive them, for they know not what they do.” I was forgiven. I was a moment in my life I will never forget.
Paul’s call came directly from Jesus on that road and he took it very seriously. The result of that day cannot be overstated. Paul went on to travel throughout Asia starting churches and preaching the Gospel to all. He suffered much, but said he counted it all joy to suffer for Jesus. There was no one who did more to advance the Gospel than Paul did. He was truly a messenger sent by Christ.
Then he names Timothy as his son in the faith. The Bible never mentions Timothy’s real father, although it does mention his mother Eunice and grandmother Lois in 2 Timothy 1:5. Many believe that Lois and Eunice had received the gospel message and helped Timothy to see the truth about Jesus. Since they are not mentioned elsewhere, one can only speculate about their faith, but the scripture says that faith “dwelt in them.” Most likely Timothy benefit from the influence of these two women and learned about faith from them.
Who do you have in your life that was a mentor or a teacher? Who led you into deeper faith by their example? Make sure you take time to thank those people who raised you in the faith. Often we forget to show our appreciation for all they have done for us. Paul mentions these ladies to show how much he appreciated their contributions to Timothy’s faith. Timothy was valuable to Paul, and these two women helped him become the man he was.
Paul took Timothy under his wing as a son. Fathers have an awesome responsibility to help their sons grow in the knowledge of God. We read in Deuteronomy 6:6-7
6 And these words, which I command thee this day, shall be in thine heart:7 And thou shalt teach them diligently unto thy children, and shalt talk of them when thou sittest in thine house, and when thou walkest by the way, and when thou liest down, and when thou risest up.
Paul and Timothy traveled together on many missionary journeys. I have no doubt that while on these missionary journeys Paul would instruct Timothy in the things of God. Paul knew the law of God and he knew how Christ fulfilled that law. He also understood the grace and mercy of God probably better than most of us understand it today. Walking beside Paul all those years must have been an incredible experience for Timothy. I imagine it would be like walking beside Billy Graham when he was still alive. All he preached was Christ crucified. This is what Timothy needed to know. That is what we all need to know.
In our world today, preachers are teaching all kinds of things. We have books abounding to teach us how to walk in the Spirit, how to have a secure financial future, how to this and how to that. There are teaching out there on how to start churches and how to grown churches. There are books on building accountability groups and how to have a better marriage. Books about all kinds of subjects. But not very many about Christ crucified.
We have a responsibility to teach our children and those who we mentor. We have a responsibility to teach them Christ crucified. We don’t have to dress it up and we certainly should not get off subject. The only message that is important is Christ crucified. We shouldn’t talk about end time theology or all those other subjects that seem to be so prevalent around us. Just Christ crucified.
Christ crucified explains the Garden of Eden Christ crucified explains the sacrificial system. Christ crucified explains the prophets. Christ crucified opens up the Old Testament to the eyes of our children. It opens up who God is and how much He loves us. It explains His mercy and His grace. It explains the salvation He provided when He gave His life on the cross. It explains that He rose again to give us eternal life.
As we go through this book, we will see a lot of teaching about church leadership and discipleship. Timothy was on his own often and Paul had given him the task of developing leaders in the early church. It was an awesome responsibility and it still is today. These letters to Timothy and used by many churches as criteria for their own leaders. What is in these letters is as relevant as anything in scripture, and we should be teaching these things. But let us never forget the message of Christ crucified. None of this matters without that!